August 2010
left my school...
lol .. i’m going back today but there was NO ONE there until the 26th..
i was boreeddddd & the friends i did meet left for the weekend.
sooo…im home for the day.
i got to pick up stuff for my dorm that i REALLY needed…like an extra fan & utensils & etc.
ugh..
the 26th needs to hurry up & come cuz i am bored as hell at this school . i should go home for the weekend .
who knows..
it’s not even like we talk everyday.
or chill ALL the time.
but there’s something..
& as much as i think and think i can’t explain what that something is.
or what that something means.
but i know it’s there..
waiting to BUST out & be free..
but…when will that be?
i guess all i can do now is just wonder.
what if this..
what if that..
who knows.
just decided.
im staying at dominican for 2 years .
Wellllll.....time to hit the ol dusty trail !!
I’m in the car with my mom cristina tuwania & amirah . Kinda bored excited tired hungry scared nervous . I’m on my way to my college right now . I spent all morning cleaning & packing & running up & down the steps . It was lik stressful but like relieving at the same time cuz I made it. Not many people can say they’re going to college..or they’ve attended ....
so i leave today..
im excited..but scared.
i wanna go but i dont.
i know all my friends are leaving soon so it makes no sense to wait lol
i just wanna get a proper goodbye/see ya later with some people that i KNOW im going to miss.
i guess im gonna have to wait till thanksgiving to meet up with my friends but hopefully it can be sooner than that.
this is gonna be weird…going to a brand new school with...
& two more days.
these last couple of days i’ve hung out with most of my good friends.
Sheena,Jess,Phillip,Yanii,Joseph,Derrick,Imani,Gabe,Daquan,Deon & my sister.
I’ve also seen Scott,Ntasha,Samantha,Shioma,Breezy,Monica,Emma,Jerome & Christina
I’ve had mad fun hanging out with those people in the 2nd line…like seriously those were probably one of the better summer nights.
...
It's starting to hit me..
So tonight I said goodbye to one of my friends & it’s starting to hit me!
I’m leaving for school in 3 days…& I have to start packing tomorrow!!
I have to start saying goodbye to my close friends…
Today I said goodbye to Jess Gold…& like I won’t see her until Thanksgiving & the same goes for my other good friend Phillip.
This is crazy because...
im camping right now !
imm camping in my backyard with
imani
sheena
jess
yanii
cristina
joe
daquan
derrick
-ntasha….even tho she’s not camping here becuz shes scared.
oh and phillip…cept he should be coming NOWWWWW. WTH
buttt uhh byeee :)
TONIGHT...
i’m camping outside with a group of friends.
hopefully this is a success becuz i’d like to do this again sometime.
that is all for nowwww :)
6 days
6 more days till i go .
BUT WAIT .. there is a possibility that i can come home next weekend for a little ..!
but um anywhooo…last night was whatever happens wednesday.
i was suppose to camp outside with my friend yanii & cc but she was M.I.A-__-
i reeeeealllyyy wanted to camp out but i guess these ppl will continue to dip last minute. but i still had fun..
i went to meet up wit...
i guess it is about that time..
so today i had a doctor appointment at 12:30 but i didnt actually get anything done till about 1 o clock ish.
as i was waiting for the doctor to call my name i get a text message from “Coach from Dominican Abdias Suero”
the text message read: “Hello girls, august 18th is moving day to the dorm. the schedule time for the cross country team to move in is 2:30pm. if you have...
i can't find my health records!!
my phone is acting really gay.
but my laptop isn’t :)
i’m probably gonna be on this ALL night long..tryna figure out what i can do with this.
i’ve never had a computer to myself so this is definitely a first!
yes i’m a little hype cuz this isn’t no random ol laptop alrightttt.
this is also my first blog with it..yay me. lol not really
anywho..i should be doing...
Satisfied.
I didn’t go to mcdonalds but I did eat.
So I’m feeling goooood!
I had some waffles & turkey bacon.
That’s better than a mcdouble & small fries to me lol .
I’m in a good mood .
I still wanna go out .. But its all good either way.
I’m tryna go to the beach b4 I leave tho..& 6 flagssss!
I guess I’ll have to ask my mom about that..& I can go...
Satisfied.
I didn’t go to mcdonalds but I did eat.
So I’m feeling goooood!
I had some waffles & turkey bacon.
That’s better than a mcdouble & small fries to me lol .
I’m in a good mood .
I still wanna go out .. But its all good either way.
I’m tryna go to the beach b4 I leave tho..& 6 flagssss!
I guess I’ll have to ask my mom about that..& I can go...
If we were a movie..
You’d be the right guy!
& I’d be the best friend
That you’d fall in love with
& in the end we’d be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
…Play the happy songggg.
So I have 16 days left till I leave for school.
I’m a littler more calm though.
I spent my night inside..
But I’m starving like crazy & I’m...
I wanna go to mcdonalds right NOW..
Be honest, who texted you last?
Yanii
Do you sleep with the door open or closed??
I prefer the door to be cracked but usually it doesn’t matter.
Did anyone see your last kiss?
Uh nope
Do you drink tea?
yup
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah
Do you have plans for tomorrow?
Uh tke care of some errands for college with my mom..other than that absolutamente nada as...
I wanna go to mcdonalds right NOW..
Be honest, who texted you last?
Yanii
Do you sleep with the door open or closed??
I prefer the door to be cracked but usually it doesn’t matter.
Did anyone see your last kiss?
Uh nope
Do you drink tea?
yup
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah
Do you have plans for tomorrow?
Uh tke care of some errands for college with my mom..other than that absolutamente nada as...
You don't know what I'm feeling..
I just got back from an incomplete run.
I couldn’t even finish.
I lost it.
My hip began to hurt.
Usually I’d run through the pain.
But…I L O S T it.
It’s like something that made me feel so free & happy is just gone.
& like it hurts cause I’d be able to go on a runn & forget about all the worries but I can’t even do that.
This was the one...
I think it's about that time .
So…I have 17 days left b4 I leave & guess what the hell I’m doing?! Laying in bed -__________-
Like seriously..I’m in desperate need of a life talk with a smart person.
Or I will E X P L O D E .
I’m ready to start spazzing right now.
I’m thinking bout going MIA .
I need a frckn drink or something .
I have all this anger inside of me for some reason .
U...
Only you can make me feel this way...
When you’re feeling some type of way…
When you’re parents get you upset…
When you’re starving…
When you’re thirsty…
When you’re hot…
When you’re tired…
When you’re bothered…
When you’re in a bad mood because something doesn’t go your way…
When you’re mad that you’re not right...
All eyes on me..
There’s always an if and or but.
I leave to school in 18 days…matter fact 17 days since this day has gone to waste smh.
Before I go I’d like to enjoy the rest of this summer..
I’m tired of all this Talk I wanna make ish HAPPEN.
I wanna go to the beach,pool,camping and 6 flags one last time. But my ONE problem is friends that will actually go & transportation.
If...
just because i can..
1. I am so: tired. 2. Sometimes he: makes me smile. 3. Sometimes she can: get very impatient. 4. I wish I could just: finish college & buy a car. 5. The rain makes me so: peaceful. 6. I miss: the good ‘ol days. 7. I stare at: the computer screen. 8. Cars driving: that won’t let me cross the street get me mad. 9. Stars at night are: beautiful. 10. I make wishes when: i really want...
I wish I could buy me a spaceship & fly...past the...
So the other night I went to the Hookah & it was probably one of the scariest & most stressful of my summer nights yet. & I pray that I don’t have anymore like this. Don’t worry though because not a thing happened to…it was more like those surrounded by me. Believe it or not I am a heartless chick but I’m not heartless enough to leave a friend in need. I hate...
there's only 7 days in a week..
yesterday was tuesday…or as my friend’s called it
TROUBLE TUESDAY!
i had fun doing absolutely nothing but walking around & chilling on porches & in the park & meeting a new dude named Sabastien that made Sheena want to go to the Gorge.
but today is another day..it’s Wet Wednesday. i have NO clue what WET WEDNESDAY is..but i kinda think ill like it lol jk .
...
never have i ever..
i sign onto my facebook & what do i see.
a bunch of kids going in on a status. but this time it’s a BIT MUCH.
i never saw that before…usually it’s like the people that are bestfriends one minute & then enemies the next.
HOW DO YOU DO THAT?
what would your mother say if she saw the way you were talking to a female or even in the way that you were defending yourself or...
obviously...i'm bored
so let me ROCK.
i never felt so bored but so hype.
i need to listen to some music
i need to write
i need to talk
i need to be entertained!
i need to go run..it’s been like 4 days shaking my head!
i need to eat some chocolate
i need to go to 6 flags & ride the kingda ka, el toro, nitro & batman!
i need to go out to eat with some friends
i need to go shopping
i need...
so there's this kid..
he’s a little older than me
he’s sweet
he’s fun
he’s chill
he’s cool
he knows how to have a good time
he would have my back
he’s warm..very warm.
he can get a little crazy
he can get a little angry
he can fight
he’s not like the rest
he’s…let’s say unique
he can do stuff no other boy could
his name is Jacob &...
caszwavey asked: why are you so cool?
maybe im crazy but...
i wanted to write a super cool blog . but i honestly have NO topic so im just gonna write a bunch of random stuff thats been happening lately.
im going to college…the 26th of august & as it gets closer and closer…not only am i excited im HIGHLY disappointed. i just keep on thinking of the schools i COULD be going to but im hoping that i’ll like it a little at least. i have...
a dream is a wish your heart makes..
so last night i had the weirdest dream . it’s not like anything i’ve ever seen in a dream before. i cant explain everything i saw but i can give specific details on some stuff.
i was with 3 other people & we were probably on a boat of some sort in water of coarse..but somehow we had to get out of the boat. we ended up on this stage in the middle of the ocean. & the only way...
when life hands you lemons..
Are you wearing braces? nope.
What kind of cell phone do you have? i have a blackberry but it doesnt work at the moment.
What color is your purse/wallet? cheetahliciousss ;)
What is your body’s best feature? i love my hair..& um my upper body & legs…i cant choose lol
Do you hug teachers often? nopeee.
What is your birthday? november 23rd
What is your...
